| hi kids. life is well. fear not, not that i thought you did.but anyhoward. good day |
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| ive decided to write in here. Despite my best attempts, sometimes i dislike myself. and mostly im ashamed of what ive become. I fear that i dont pay enough attention to peoples lives. I fear this because i see it. Im sorry to all of you. anytime i attempt to become better frined with someone, i receive mostly a scoff and/or ignoration. This feelin kind of sucks.
in recap, this break was alright. florida for a few days was fun. then hung out with emily. hung out with meg ross!!!!!! then emily and matt and laura. and amanda alyssa and linda. then today i went with the FF minus one to V for Vendetta. it rocked. and tonight seeing emily.
thats all i remember. i hate feeling helpless and self hating. but i cant help feeling this way. tehre are times when i fear my life is trivial and meaningless. there are also times when i just want people to care.
good day. |
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| ok well noone is comenting on this, and i already know what the hell im thinking. so goodbye xanga stalkers, though silent you may be. anyhoward, later bitches. |
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